Happy New Year !

New year New Me 

Hello!

First post of 2018 

HAPPY NEW YEAR to you 

whoever is reading this

my fans

 ( yes I like to think that I have fans) 

It is that time of the year

The beginning of something

 The time when all of you say " New Year New Me"

Most of you start writing goals and resolutions to achieve in it 

Most of you then forget about these goals in February 

I am trying to remember what kind of goals I set for myself on 2017 

The thing is I only told myself that I would be a healthier person on 2017 

That I will reach 64 KG by the end of it

I ended up reaching my goal

That's good right?

Anyway, if you ask what are my goals this year, I would say nothing 

This year I want to live in the moment 

I don't want to think 

I don't want to plan things 

call me lazy I don't care

This year will be the year I do whatever makes me happy

This year I will be selfish 

I will put Alyaa above everything else

I am so tired of worrying about people

worrying about things I can't control 

cuze what's the point I can't change things 

so

What I should do is worry about the things I can control 

My happiness 

I am not going to be a bitch and not care about my friends and family 

I will 

If I can help 

I will

But I won't let it take over me

People keep saying do this and do that ( business projects) 

I don't feel like it

Just cuze everyone is having their own business ( probably related to food burgers, cake, blah blah) 

That does not mean we all should do that

also note: STOP WITH THE BURGER BUSINESS seriously enough is enough 

and what's up with the whole Bbq basket thingy 

you all are so damn lazy to prepare for a Bbq 

anyway 

People also keeps praying that I will be married by the end of this year 

and I say MEH

I wish they pray for my happiness more than getting married

Yes I am old 

but that does not mean I MUST get married and settle down 

I am happy the way my life is now 

I have a job 

I have a monthly Salary that I DO MY BEST TO SAVE 

but it just keeps flying SMH

I will enjoy this year 

I will buy all the things that make me happy 

Also I will try and give more to charities 

volunteer more

be healthier 

go to the gym more ( and no injuries PLZ) 

I will do try to write more I promise 

but then I am lazy so 

So if you reading this, let me know if you have any goals for 2018 

and again happy new year !